As I'm typing this I feel kinda hopeless. I've been hunting for a real job 10 hours everyday this week. I've been frequenting my favorite coffee shop, my former employer everyday to use their wi-fi and enjoy a comforting cup of coffee to apply online at places. I have dreams that I'm excited about, and I'm working towards, slowly but surely. All I care about is coffee and I want to get better at it, I'm researching all I can, burning the candle at both ends. Trying to find a job during the day and at night searching and seeking advice on opening my own coffee shop. I just need to get a job to pay my bills, and to save up so I can go to AB&C or another Barista school to get a real certification, cause it's my dream its what I want. It's what I want to do. This is my dream. I just needed someplace to vent right now. Thanks for listening.